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Alice Stevens's avatar

Loving all your words and pictures, keep 'em coming <3 <3 <3

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sawyer/sarah lavelle's avatar

ALICE - thank you, I love you.

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Tiffaney Hale, MFT's avatar

Thank you for this. It’s beautiful and vulnerable. It helped me stay close to myself just as I was sneaking away to a fuzzier place.

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sawyer/sarah lavelle's avatar

It feels good hearing it did something for you, thank you for reading!!

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Krista Coffin's avatar

I have chills and tears, and I am so thankful for your honesty. The edits of the poems were such a welcome addition. And, actually, I loved what the last stanza evoked- really. So appreciative of the edits so that I could see that and also see how it brought you to your final draft. I am, strangely, feeling a dull pulse of grief and victimhood (non derogatory) about my mom’s MS and how it’s changed our lives. This whole week like a grey sheen over life that I want to ignore, but I know I shouldn’t. And your words came right when I felt at my bubbling over point and helped me address my own pain. So thank you 💗 I love you. And the line “there are paths forward that have opened only because of this grief…” so deeply resonated with me.

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sawyer/sarah lavelle's avatar

Thank youuuu, that last stanza is special! I am working with it still in poem purgatory. I admire the way you live in your active love of your mom (so much more to say about this but doesn't need to live in the comments section), and I needed your mirroring here, thank you my friend.

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Nani's avatar

Brought me to tears. Thank you for sharing, my friend! All the feels. So much love and longing. Grateful for your share

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sawyer/sarah lavelle's avatar

Thank you so much, Nani - your support and cheering me on means the world.

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Elaine's avatar

Beautiful. This came at just the right time. I've missed your voice!

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sawyer/sarah lavelle's avatar

I miss you, Elaine! One poet to another I know you get it.

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AOB's avatar

I really like your poem. Thank you!

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